The last three days of last week were a near complete melt down of inefficiency and lack of attention. Mostly this is due to the fact that I made a choice to break my pattern, and to let "the tyranny of the urgent" rule the day.
To some extent this was necessary... I needed to get blood tests for my doctor in order to meet with him this week and hopefully get him to okay my medication levels for my epilepsy. But every damn time I break the rhythm, especially the morning writing rhythm, the day just goes to hell. Last week three, maybe four, days went to hell, and this morning, as I look a the goals I had laid out for this current 40 Days I find myself staring in astonishment at a list that is very nearly as incomplete as when I started.
Well Damn!
So I sit here in front of my computer on Monday morning, the beginning of the last week (and a rather shortened one at that), considering again, what is possible... what is necessary... what do I want?
For the moment... what I want is to push on and see what I am able to finish.
After that... it will be time to evaluate, adjust, and ask again... What now?
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